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One Thousand Pounds

by Winning Hard

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1.
chorus I didn't do this to you you did it to yourself man you did it to yourself you were already broken verse 1 why should I feel guilty we are not the same but I cannot shake this feeling that I'm somehow to blame and I can feel them watching to see what I will do as if I am a monster verse 2 I look over my shoulder and I see no one there but I can feel them judging and something in the air makes me feel uneasy and I am unprepared for what is gonna happen
2.
Devil's Game 04:56
chorus will I admit that I miss you? will I admit that I failed you? will I admit that I forsook you? will I admit that I let you down? verse 1 you indulged when darkness called with nothing there to break your fall headlong into the night you fell and found yourself in living hell verse 2 when you play the devil's game win or lose he'll know your name and call on you again and again you'll do his bidding until the end bridge not even to myself will I admit how I feel outro not even to myself will I admit that I miss you
3.
Liar 06:22
alone in your room you ponder the thing that you've done you'd like to be sorry sorry is what you've become you don't need to speak every breath is a lie your presence is toxic all that you cherish will die
4.
Nobody 07:07
chorus I'm looking for you, were you looking for me? you happen along, we happen to meet before I forget and you get on your way I got a couple of things I needed to say verse 1 no one wants to be in a room with you no one wants to hear about the things you do nobody, nobody, fucking nobody no one wants to listen what you have to say no one wants to hear about your escapades nobody, nobody, fucking nobody verse 2 no one wants to hear about the things you did no one wants to learn about the things you hid nobody, nobody, fucking nobody no one wants to hear about your reasons why no one wants to hear about how hard you tried nobody, nobody, fucking nobody outro nobody's gonna wonder what you're doing now nobody's gonna ask when you don't come around nobody's gonna have a good thing to remember nobody's gonna tell you that your life has worth nobody's gonna tell you you should stick around nobody's gonna tell you that you have a reason to keep living nobody's gonna miss you when you're dead and gone nobody's gonna stop you if you speed it along nobody's gonna tell you that you have a reason to keep breathing nobody's gonna make you put the razor down nobody's gonna help you when you're bleeding out nobody's gonna show up to your funeral
5.
Nightmare 05:20
verse 1 this is the quiet of your terror all senses heightened accept the nightmare is forever all shadows lengthen this is a frightening behavior all reason long gone cry out your adamant denial no no no no no chorus I think your boots are too heavy you can hardly walk I know you wanna be alone but you don't have to be alone verse 2 they'll say you probably had it coming the way you dressed up they'll cite your flirty conversation your tragic makeup they'll say you wanted it to happen you didn't fight back cry out your adamant denial no no no no no outro won't make a difference asleep or awake nightmare is coming in either case keep your eyes open don't hold your breath nightmare is coming won't let you rest you don't have salvation you don't have a prayer nightmare is coming to give you a scare let out your last breath give in to your fear nightmare is coming nightmare is here
6.
verse 1 he wears you down insisting he wants to play a game persisiting and convincing that you come along and play his shadow thoughts are wreckin and echo in your brain demanding and commanding you to quietly obey chorus unchain your demon unhinge your reason now you have a secret take it to the grave there's no one that you could have told verse 2 he strips away your power he learns you how to hate caressing and undressing you he teaches you of shame your haven is affliction for you no place is safe he's creepin while you're sleepin and he finds your hiding place outro you try to overcome you will fail you try to forget you will fail you call upon your friends they will fail you cast about for hope you find despair
7.
Bleed 03:20
verse 1 I know you don't wanna see that's why I wear a mask I know you wouldn't approve I didn't fucking ask but this is what I must do it's how I regulate I need to feel a release chorus you wanna leave so go you won't believe then go I'm gonna bleed I'm gonna bleed verse 2 I catch a look in your eye and so I set it down you didn't wanna know why I had to set it down my body anticipates my skin is reaching out I need to feel a release
8.
desperately I embrace it comforts me to unmake it no more fear no more hiding no more shame no more lying can't think of anything to say to you and even if I could I refuse my final victory, my resting place I made it permanent, and sealed my fate it's taken everything but I'm finally here although I don't know where precisely this is, I have no fear I can't feel anything, completely numb I took a freight train to oblivion, I succumb
9.
I don't know how you got along you kept it hidden for too long the burden so great so heavy the weight and then at last you let me know revealed the pain you never showed when i didn't believe you asked me to leave what was the last thing on your mind? did you recall a pleasant time? or was it fear and hate and guilt and shame? or was it only pain? I wish I would've understood I'd trade you places if I could I would take your pain but it's too late I know you did the best you can and who but you can understand but you didn't have to die and you didn't say goodbye when you chose forever sleep

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released February 5, 2019

written and performed by Eric Cannelora

Recorded and mixed by Don Farwell at Earwig Studio in Seattle WA

Mastered at Black Belt Mastering in Seattle WA

cover design and art by stereo_vision

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